Friday, December 31, 2010


2010 da nk abz da dowh..
wse cm skjp jewk dowh..da nk abz da..
bnyk bnd aq blaja taon ny..
aq enjoy gle taon ny..
myb taon ny taon plg bez dlm idop aq..
aq dpt tao bnyk bnd..
n dpt bnyk bnd gak..
taon ny lbh cuak tok aq bb aq amek pmr taon ny..
akhrnye da lpz da dowh..
lega cikit..
tp taon dpn aq ne study agy hard..
aq akn troz bruseha..
sume knangan taon ny aq akn smpn elok2 dlm aty aq..
aq x kn lpe an..
thx bb da wyt idop aq lbh epy..,
taon dpn da form 4..
no more playing..
bubye 2010..


aq lar bdak yg nga x siuman ckunk..
pky sal owg yg x spatotnye..
pnt dowh..
ble ley stop ny???
ary2 idop cm ny..
cm tunggul sih..
neomu apa apa apa..

Wednesday, December 29, 2010


p beza kte mnt?
kt ssowg 2??

it's hurt..


You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

I'm the only one hurting tonight

Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

  You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

  Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again

I'm the only one in pain tonight

  Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
4 my broken heart..
4 wiwi..
lgu ny sesuai tok my n ash.. 


JACK: I don’t know about you, but I intend to write a strongly worded letter to the White Star Line about all this. She laughs weakly, but it sounds more like a gasp of fear. Rose finds his eyes in the dim light.
ROSE: I love you, Jack.
JACK: No...don’t say your goodbyes, Rose. Don’t you give up. Don’t do it.
ROSE: I’m so cold.
JACK: You’re going to get out of’re going to go on and you’re going to make babies and watch them grow and you’re going to die an old lady, warm in your bed. Not here...Not this night. Do you understand me?
ROSE: I can’t feel my body.
JACK: Rose, listen to me. Winning that ticket was the best thing that ever happened to me.
Jack is having trouble getting the breath to speak.
JACK: It brought me to you. And I’m thankful, Rose. I’m thankful.
His voice is trembling with the cold which is working its way to his heart. But his eyes are unwavering.
JACK: You must do me this honor...promise me you will survive....that you will never give up...not matter what matter how hopeless...promise me now, and never let go of that promise.
ROSE: I promise.
JACK: Never let go.
ROSE: I promise. I will never let go, Jack. I’ll never let go.

np lar dowg msty brakhr cm ny??
so sad.. 

Monday, December 27, 2010


troknye ary ny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
np lar cm ny??!!!!!!!!!
p lar dose aq kt kowg???
bodo lar kowg ny!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, December 25, 2010


bb aq kowg trluke..
kalo lar aq x ckew wiwi..
kalo lar aq x ckp dy encem..
kalo lar aq x msok an dy dlm list..
msty sume ny x kn trjd..
nad x kn nngz ary2 bb wiwi..
nad x kn toreh tgn bb dy..
nad x kn mmpy sal dy..
nad x kn engt jewk sal dy..
nad x kn wndu kt dy..n
nad x kn jto aty kt dy..
aq mnyesal ckew dy..x sngke dy cm ny..
x kew dy nmpk mmbe aq ny btol2 ckew dy..
np dy wt cm ny..
aq sdh tgk nad cm aq x ley wt pape..
aq wse brsalh sgt2..
np lar bnd ny ne jd cm ny...
aq mnx maap nad..
bb aq ko jdik cm ny..
sowei weyh..:(

Friday, December 24, 2010

i hate you!!

sorry for overloading you with thought of him..
sorry for all the butterflies..
sorry for all the tears..
sorry for all the damage..

sktnye otak!!!!!!!p nk wt dowh..tlong lar pnt crik jwpnnye!!!       

Wednesday, December 22, 2010


tkot gle sok nk amek rsult..hpe rsult aq ok..
doa bnyk2..hpe ley tdo mlm ny..
ya allah ko bantulah hmbe mu ine..

BEAST - 'Beautiful' OFFICIAL M/V

nk lov yg cm ny..

Jack: Don't do it.
Rose: Stay back! Don't come any closer.
Jack: Come on, just give me your hand...I'll pull you back over.
Rose: No! Stay where you are! I mean it, I'll let go!
Jack: No you won't.
Rose: What do you mean no I won't? Don't presume to tell me what I will and will not do, you don't know me!
Jack: Well, you would've done it already.
Rose: You're distracting me, go away!
Jack: I can't. I'm involved now. You let go and I'm, I'm gonna have to jump in there after ya.
Rose: Don't be obsurd. You'll be killed.
Jack: I'm a good swimmer.
Rose: The fall alone will kill you.
Jack: It would hurt, I'm not sayin it wouldn't. To tell you the truth I'm a lot more concerned about that water being so cold.
Rose: How cold?
Jack: Freezing. Maybe a couple of degrees over. You ever been to Wisconsin?
Rose: What?
Jack: Well, they have some of the coldest winters around. I grew up there, near Chippewa Falls. I remember when I was a kid, me and my father went ice fishing out on Lake Wissota. Ice fishing is you know where you...
Rose: (interupting) I know what ice fishing is!
Jack: Sorry. You just seem like you know...kind of an indoor girl. Anyway I uh...I fell through some thin ice and I'm telling ya, water that cold. Like right down there. It hits you like a thousand knives stabbing you all over your body. You can't breathe, you can't think. At least not about anything but the pain. Which is why I'm not looking forward to jumping in there after ya. Like I said, I don't have a choice. I guess I'm kinda hopin you'll come back over the rail, and get me off the hook here.
Rose: You're crazy!
Jack: That's what everybody says, but with all due respect Miss, I'm not the one hanging off the back of a ship here. Come on. Give me your hand, you don't wanna do this.
(hand in hand) Jack: Phew! I'm Jack Dawson.
Rose: Rose DeWitt Bukater.
Jack: I'm gonna haveta get you to write that one down. Come on.
(Rose trips on beaded dress, now hanging off back of Titanic)
Rose: Please help me!
Jack: Listen. Listen. I've got you, I won't let go. Now pull yourself up come on! Come on. You can do it. I've gotchu. (now back on ship)

the bez lov story ever told..

lov this movie..

bpe kly tgk pown msty nngz pny..

x pna muak nk tgk..

my broken heart!!!

"They say that time heals all wounds but all it’s done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you." - Ezbeth Wilder

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew." – Anonymous

"He taught me how to love, but not how to stop." 

"Love that we can not have
Is the one that lasts the longest,
Hurts the deepest
And feels the strongest
" - Anonymous.

"Its hard to pretend you love someone when
you don't but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do."
- Anonymous

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010


aq bnci bnd ny!!!!!!
np aq??
tlong wt aq lpekn dy..
aq x nk bnd ny..
bnd ny mmbunoh aq!!!
x d kew owg ley wt aq buang bnd ny!!!!!!!!
aq x thn da..
aq bncy dy!!!!!!!!
aq x lrt da..
np aq sllu kne bnd cm ny??
aq mmg x lyk kew nk dpt sowg tok aq??
aq x ckew..
aq x nk bnd ny!!!!

Monday, December 20, 2010

my hubby!

my syg2!
lov them so much..
mke encem..
sowe cdp..
gd..rapper yg bez sgt2!
rap dy sgt myusuk kalbu..
junsu..x yh ckp..
sowe dy mmg cdp gle!
ble dy joget cute sgt..
wse cm nk gigit2 jewk!
you guyz are my sunshine!

o mo o mo!

3 ary agy nk amek rsult!aq cuak gle..
hpe rsult aq ok n cmerlang..
2 all mmbe pown hpe rsult dowg cmerlang..
cuak2..x tao nk wt p??

poor me! wsau sgt2..
n aq wndu dy sgt2..
cm ne keadaan dy??dy cht x??dy mkn x??
d kew owg ngan dy ckunk??
dy cdh kew o dy epy??
kalo epy aq pown epy tok dy..
kalo dy sdh aq pown nk nngz ngan dy ckly..
aq wsau sgt..kalo lah dy tao..

Sunday, December 19, 2010

1.39 a.m

ain n aq!
my adq yg so cute..
aja kkq dy cm ne nk wt blog..
thx syg..